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- Aug 16
- United States
- Deviant for 17 years
- icrazycarlsscriblings.50webs.com/index.html
- He / Him
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My Bio
Current Residence: The crazy, totally out of this world planet G
deviantWEAR sizing preference: shirt-- large or xtra large, Don't buy me hats or pants
Print preference: I print my stuff in 8x10s easy to frame and enjoy
Favourite genre of music: None, i listen to everything but rap
Favourite style of art: create - digital.... view - photo
Operating System: Vista 32/64 + XP Media Depends on the computer i log in
Skin of choice: Do i have a choice in my skin now?
Favourite cartoon character: Hideki Motoswa from Chobits (an anime)-He's kind of clueless but has a big heart
Personal Quote: Death is hiding around every corner, you just have to find it and kill it to survive
deviantWEAR sizing preference: shirt-- large or xtra large, Don't buy me hats or pants
Print preference: I print my stuff in 8x10s easy to frame and enjoy
Favourite genre of music: None, i listen to everything but rap
Favourite style of art: create - digital.... view - photo
Operating System: Vista 32/64 + XP Media Depends on the computer i log in
Skin of choice: Do i have a choice in my skin now?
Favourite cartoon character: Hideki Motoswa from Chobits (an anime)-He's kind of clueless but has a big heart
Personal Quote: Death is hiding around every corner, you just have to find it and kill it to survive
Favourite Visual Artist
Joseph Listner
Favourite Movies
Grandma's Boy or V for Vendetta
Favourite Writers
Kim Harrison, E.E. Knight
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS3 or PC
Tools of the Trade
A bloody paintbrush and a whitewashed wall
Other Interests
Poser, WoW, PS3 games
A new year... yippy
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It is a new year.... a new year....
Really what does it mean? just one more set of twelve months is past.
I really don't know what I want in life anymore, what means anything to me. I've been having a hard time rationalizing a reason to go on with the day to day, when there is no passion in each day, it is left to the will to find strength to make meaning for life. When you no longer care if you see tomorrow, but will not take the "easy" way out and cause pain to others... What do you do?
These are the things I've been thinking the last couple days.
There as been one thing that I know I must do; to try regaining some passion for life, I am
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thinking.... thinking... thinking...
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Way to much time on my hands the last few months.... been out of work and spending way to long inside my head.
My heart wants something my head says it can not have.
487 days and counting... not a single one passes without wondering.
Pain in the heart, pain in the body, pain of the mind... just pain and hurt and knowing no end to it.
The insomnia is back in nearly full force, and that just makes it so much worse.
Nothing like blowing something up to take your mind off the world for a few seconds as the fire burns around you,
virtually that is... just so you know.
But even then.... it is only seconds... and with diminishing returns.
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Lost... gone and missing
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It has been nearly a year since I've been back in Maryland, and every day I am reminded of what i left behind... no.. not what but who.
Even though we are not together, not even talking or anything... she still holds my heart. As every day goes by, I miss her more and more.
I only hope that she is happy, that life is going the way she wants it to.Today I though I would take a moment and just see if she was okay by checking the unfriended version of her Facebook page... I could not find it. I guess it makes no difference anyway.
Maybe there is no life for me without her.
I have no idea if she will read this, or if she is even still on DA a
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Happy Birthday to you ^_^
Happy Birthday to you ^_^
Here is hoping you have a very happy Birthday ^_^
many thanks. it was a pretty good day.
Welcome and I am glad to hear it ^_^
Happy birthday! 
Happy Birthday!